Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005 - 8:18 pm
+ guilty pleasure number 3287638901458, thanks to the pet d-rock i picked up a while back... though i really do like this anyway:
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+ i'm tired. and i've probably put in a good ::counts::... fifteen to twenty hours on this layout total. so i'm gonna take a bath and go to bed. meh. g'night, whoever you are.
+ basically, this is just an entry to say that, yes, i was once coyotesabre. but, this is who i am now... this is more who i want to be. let me explain the way i did when i changed email addresses, and i'm sorry if this is repeated for you: i still cry some days when i hear "my immortal", or when i hear elsbe singing it. nevertheless, it's remained one of my favourite songs of all time... along with a song i found the other day when i went to a flash animation that included it -and the link to download it beneath it. it's called "wind's nocturne", though i'm not sure who performs it yet. and thus, [imortlnoctrn dot diaryland dot com], as well as [immortal.nocturn at gmail dot com]. i put a lot of thought into this decision, and it wasn't something that i took very lightly... thus i waited until i could see that i would actually be okay with growing into this... too many aol instant messenger names have been wasted on my phases, lol. right now, my mouse is acting up... so i need to go try and fix that. and sign up for a comment account real fast... as well as post an entry in coyotesabre announcing that i've officially moved.
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+ why does distance make us wise +
+ every time we say goodbye I hurt: when given reason to
I love: being in love
I hate: falling from love
I cry: when i need to [daily]
I fear: that this is all i'll become
I hope: to one day have a chance at more
I sadden: when i'm lonely
I feel alone: in a crowded room
I kill: myself with guilt
I talk: too often
I listen: not enough
I break: when i am bent too many ways
I see: myself alone
I smell: regret brewing
I relate: to many more than you think
I taste: my own tears at night
I drink: until i'm thirsty
I work: to become better
I remember: all the tears
I hold: on to too much hope
I hide: behind a facade
I pray: to one day understand
I walk: alone
I drive: entirely too much
I read: when i am lonely
I burn: inside
I breathe: you in
I play: a part
I miss: simplicity
I touch: your face
I learn: to let go
I feel: chilled
I smoke: too much, and not enough
I know: i'm weak
I dream: of better days
I have: myself
I think: too much
I want: to sleep
I fall: inside myself
I wait: forever for you
I need: you
I live: for you
I die: inside every time we say goodbye
Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005 - 7:06 pm
+ amor, no es amor
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Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005 - 3:06 pm
+ change of weather, still together when it ends i told you bastards i was eccliectic, but of course you don't believe me until now...Your Taste in Music:
90's Alternative: Highest Influence 90's Pop: Highest Influence 90's R&B: Highest Influence Adult Alternative: Highest Influence Alternative Rock: Highest Influence Country: Highest Influence Progressive Rock: Highest Influence 80's Alternative: High Influence 80's R&B: High Influence 80's Rock: High Influence 90's Rock: High Influence Classic Rock: High Influence Punk: High Influence R&B: High Influence Ska: High Influence 80's Pop: Medium Influence Hair Bands: Medium Influence 90's Hip Hop: Low Influence Heavy Metal: Low Influence Old School Hip Hop: Low Influence
Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005 - 1:28 am
+ goodnight, goodnight and this would be me testing to make sure my comments will work...
Friday, Apr. 29, 2005 - 9:24 pm
+ where i want to be it feels funny writing somewhere other than coyotesabre, but i think i like this. and i think i'll be staying here at least as long as i did there... probably with a lot less layouts than i had there o_o;;.
at this point... i feel like i've grown away from "coyotesabre" due to recent and semi-recent events. originally, it was a combination of two things that i liked -coyote ugly, and at the time, school. i haven't seen coyote ugly in... ages, nor do i attend sumner anymore... and while i still identify myself as coyotesabre in most places online, i'll changing my diaryland diary that i've had for... four years now... as well as the email address as more of a symbolic gesture to what used to be and what lies ahead.
