Tuesday, Sept. 06, 2005 - 4:54 pm
+ your heaven's a lie
as i KNOW the internet connection will die again...

i should be back regularly by monday at the latest. modem died sunday night, and apparantly i'm not allowed to have an internet connection... this modem keeps sporadically going out completely, including the power.

laptop should be here tonight or tomorrow. that makes a happy landa.

i'm worried about my computer class and my bio class. i haven't done much if anything in the way of biology yet and we're four weeks into the school year, and i have to have three tests in by thursday night at eleven for the computer class that i can't access for very long at a time right now. i can't start them or the connection'll probably die while i'm there, thus giving me an f on all of them once i start them.

thinking i'll see about doing things online at elsbe's tomorrow. would be nice... ugh.

..i have to clean up this back room so a service guy can even get IN here to do stuff... thus i leave you again. though i truly don't want to...

p.s. i hate english. teacher hates my writing style, so i had to rework my paper... and now it sounds like an eighth grader wrote it. ugh.

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Friday, Sept. 02, 2005 - 10:35 pm
+ c'mon baby and rescue me
i think i'm actualy starting to grow up this time.

::sigh::

too much stuff going on. fighting off an on with everyone (by everyone i mean various combinations of me, elsbe, and aaron), and it's going on right now, so this will be short so they can continue hashing it out... don't wanna be so close to her room and end up listening in inadvertantly...

don't really wanna sit in the living room though. if i had my choice i'd be outside on the phone or something, or just not here. though due to a lack of people home to call and a lack of gas, i'm here writing while i can. meh.

i'm restelss. very. and i wish i had someone to talk to right now, though i think i'm fine with the fact that i don't. either wanna talk or play games... something interactive, not watching tv or something.

ugh.

i think i'm gonna go... this keyboard's loud and likely distractingly so from her room.

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Thursday, Sept. 01, 2005 - 10:30 am
+ spoiled
just to get a link to this somewhere so i don't lose it...

i think i like this song.

::clickie::

[edit, ten minutes later} we're all gonna be dead by 2008. damn bushers...
proof of my conjecture.

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Wednesday, Aug. 31, 2005 - 9:35 pm
+ if you're happy and you know it
to all of my computer people out there, i think i found a pretty sweet deal for my purposes in using this computer... especially as the specs exceed the specs for the computer that i'm on right now... and this is a notebook that i just ordered:

Inspiron 6000
Intel® Pentium® M Processor 725 (1.60 GHz/2MB Cache/400MHz FSB), Microsoft® Windows® XP Media Center Edition 2005 Qty: 1
Unit Price: $1,563.00
Inspiron 6000

Intel® Pentium® M Processor 725 (1.60 GHz/2MB Cache/400MHz FSB)
TM16AUN
Display: 15.4 inch WXGA LCD Panel
15XGA
Memory: 512MB Shared DDR2 SDRAM 2 Dimms
512MB2D
Video Card: Integrated Intel® Media Accelerator 900 Graphics
INTVID
Hard Drive: 80GB Hard Drive
80GB
Operating System: Microsoft® Windows® XP Media Center Edition 2005
WMCE
Network Card: Integrated 10/100 Network Card and Modem
INTNIC
Adobe Software: Adobe® Acrobat® Reader 6.0
ADOBER
Combo/DVD+RW Drives: 8x CD/DVD burner (DVD+/-RW) with double-layer DVD+R write capability
8XDVDRW
Wireless Networking Card: Intel® PRO/Wireless 2200 Internal Wireless (802.11 b/g, 54Mbps)
IP2200
Office Productivity Software: Microsoft Works Suite 2005 - Includes Word 2002, Streets & Trips 2005
IWORKS
Security Software: No Security Subscription
NSNOR
Digital Music: Musicmatch® Jukebox Basic
MMBASE
Battery: 9-cell Lithium Ion Primary Battery (80 WHr)
9BAT
Limited Warranty, Services and Support Options: 1Yr Ltd Warranty, 1Yr At-Home Service, and 1Yr Technical Support
S1OS
Dial-Up Internet Service: 6 Months America Online Internet Access Included
AOLDHS
Digital Imaging: Photo Album™ SE Basic
DPS
Miscellaneous: Award Winning Service and Support
I6000X4
Financial Software: No QuickBooks package selected- Includes limited use trial
QBSSP

Dell Home Customers: Save $450 off this Dell Inspiron 6000!
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Sub-Total $1,113.00
Next-Day Shipping and Handling $79.00
Tax $16.16
Total $1,208.16
Estimated Shipping Date: 09/12/05

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Wednesday, Aug. 31, 2005 - 4:46 pm
+ almost fell right through
so right now, i'm sitting across from the best, most likely deal this whole computerless time, all that's left is dad's final word on it, though he's already basically said 'yes'... he just wants to look over the paperwork for it.

gawd, i feel like i should have gone through an entire reem of paper in the past few days, all the information i've had to print off for him to make decisions...

..and not to sound like a complete pothead or anything... but...

dude, i'm gettin' a dell.

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+ why does distance make us wise +

last five
but here i am again, with nothing left inside - Thursday, May. 18, 2006
goodbye love, goodbye love - Wednesday, May. 17, 2006
love is a battlefield - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006
get in my car - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006
they rest - Monday, May. 15, 2006

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frozen-vodka
idiot-milk
taydo
liquid-mojo
kitchenwitch
my-will
rumblelizard
camera-girl
vlastir

listening to
+ seasons of love // rent
+ take me away (into the night) // 4 strings
+ these words (i love you, i love you) // natasha bedingfield
+ does the dj know // gone 'til november
+ thin thread // elyzium
+ the boys of summer // dj sammy
+ mr. brightside // the killers
+ to save yourself // 4th 'til morning
+ you'll think of me // keith urban
+ california // gone 'til november
+ illegal // shakira
+ on my way down // ryan cabrera
+ diving // 4 strings
+ heaven // dj sammy
+ dream a dream // captain jack
+ tango: maureen // rent
+ goodbye lullabye // gone 'til november
+ swing life away // rise against
+ lost my head // elyzium
+ semi charmed life // third eye blind
+ don't bother // shakira
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good from 1024x768 up in ie

girl
+ landa; nineteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college sophomore; creative writing major; taking a break from school.

loves
+ elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

hates
+ boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.