Tuesday, Dec. 20, 2005 - 2:43 am
+ jolene
so... i just tried sleeping for about forty five minutes and can't get myself unawake enough to sleep, even though i'm sick. i'd take nyquil, but i have to be human enough to get to elsbe's by about seven forty five. i'm guessing at this point that i'll just get her to work, then take a nap, get her to work again, and see how i'm feeling. four to five hours should be enough sleep, yes?

there's a guy interested in me. and he round aboutly asked me out... and i'm wondering whether or not i want to "experiement" and try dating a guy again, albeit a guy that no one i know has met or is related to this time. i think i like him... he seems like a rather nice and sweet guy thus far. drummer... actually met 'cause he's interested in buying my drums -and everybody knows chicks apparantly dig drummers, lmao. i dunno... maybe i'll see where this goes.

...

i'm so tired that i can't sleep. gur.

i think i'm having a dashboard confessional phase... because i'm really liking him lately. i only have the one cd though, which makes me sad inside. happy though, because the guy i bought the mp3 player from had the cd on there so i don't have to rip it. yey.

and i'm boring. why are you still reading?

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Saturday, Dec. 17, 2005 - 8:00 pm
+ i'll never let you go

i heart juu: mika



Auto response from mika the ninja: projecto con merian;
call the cell.


Auto response from i heart juu:
i feel shitty, oh so shitty. i feel shitty, not witty, today... and i pity any girl who's close to me today
LALALALALALAAAALALAAALALAAAAAAAAAA
see that snobbery girl in the mirror there?
WHAT MIRROR WHERE?
who can that quite sickly girl be-hee?
OH WHICH ONE WHERE HUM

i heart juu: what the fuck.
i heart juu: how didn't i know that sai would be in town??
mika the ninja returned at 7:49:45 PM.
mika the ninja: ??? no idea... o_o
mika the ninja: i didn't think she was?

i heart juu: she called me like ten to fifteen minutes ago and asked me what i'm doing tonight.
mika the ninja: HAHAHA
i heart juu: and i'm like "sniffling.. why?"
mika the ninja: RANDOM
mika the ninja: awww

i heart juu: and she's like "can i come over?"
mika the ninja: HAHAHA
mika the ninja: cuuute <33

i heart juu: haha
mika the ninja: i'm sure you shall enjoy
mika the ninja: XD
mika the ninja: HAVE FUN LESBIAN SEX WITHOUT ME :-(

i heart juu: me and elsbe were about to leave for chipotle... now we're waiting.
i heart juu: and my tummy's eating itself.
i heart juu: and in full tradition, i'm getting sick.
i heart juu: because either me or sai must be sick or getting over being sick.
i heart juu: ::sneeze::
mika the ninja: OMG I WANT CHIPOTLE
i heart juu: OMFGZ COME GET IT
i heart juu: ..i think i'm getting $5.50 for christmas from sai for dinner xD

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Saturday, Dec. 17, 2005 - 10:27 am
+ just a day, just an ordinary day
starting out the day from my three hours of sleep to being told "go back to bed" was nice...

..then i get a screamy, hysterical phone call saying that my truck has been bounced off of a wall on eighteenth street.

...

so yeah. elsbe took the truck for work. snowing right now... not a lot, but hard, and wet. and for some reason or another, kansas city doesn't do road maintenance in the snow anymore. go figure. slow car in front of her, car next to her, couldn't move or stop, so to avoid hitting a car had to move off the road, truck wouldn't move back in the direction of the road, truck go goom, elsbe go crycry, and landa's breath stops flowing.

she's fine, number one priority. very shaken up, but fine. truck apparantly has a small cratch, miraculously enough... so my life will be spared. dad doesn't need to hear of it. julie's bailing elsbe out and getting her to work, and then picking me up so i can try and get the truck home without real damage.

of course, i go to check updates in the time while i'm waiting for a phone call to say that all is still well, and i feel amazingly guilty and somehow no longer feel as excited for the zen touch that was purchased last night with money that someone else sent me for christmas...

thus, the beginning of one of my days. fun stuff, ey maynard?

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last five
but here i am again, with nothing left inside - Thursday, May. 18, 2006
goodbye love, goodbye love - Wednesday, May. 17, 2006
love is a battlefield - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006
get in my car - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006
they rest - Monday, May. 15, 2006

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+ take me away (into the night) // 4 strings
+ these words (i love you, i love you) // natasha bedingfield
+ does the dj know // gone 'til november
+ thin thread // elyzium
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+ mr. brightside // the killers
+ to save yourself // 4th 'til morning
+ you'll think of me // keith urban
+ california // gone 'til november
+ illegal // shakira
+ on my way down // ryan cabrera
+ diving // 4 strings
+ heaven // dj sammy
+ dream a dream // captain jack
+ tango: maureen // rent
+ goodbye lullabye // gone 'til november
+ swing life away // rise against
+ lost my head // elyzium
+ semi charmed life // third eye blind
+ don't bother // shakira
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+ landa; nineteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college sophomore; creative writing major; taking a break from school.

loves
+ elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

hates
+ boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.