Wednesday, Jan. 18, 2006 - 1:53 pm
+ i used to dream i've been up early the past few mornings... i think my sleeping pattern has returned to a "normal" one. i hate it, i'm so used to being up late at night... it's weird being in bed by around midnight. i want to change it back, because i'm up for no reason during the day.
we've been talking more, and i really like her. not too sure what i'm gonna do about it at this point since i really don't want to chase her away or end up rushing something inadvertently... but i've invited her to go with us to the mall this weekend. here's hoping, eh?
i've been relatively happy recently, and that in and of itself is pretty strange as well. i'm trying, yanno? there really isn't anything more that i can say or do except for that, anything more is beating myself up over something that can't be changed at the present time.
time to go...
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+ hm. wish there were someone nearer to me that i could attach to for a while, maybe through a movie. oh well. as it is, i'm tired. i think i'm gonna go to bed early... i have big plans for the back room and the living room tomorrow, the kitchen this week, as well as some laundry because i'm on the last of my clothes. on top of seeing brokeback mountain with kristen tomorrow ^^;;.
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+ yanno, new year's even, it took a lotmore than this to get to me. i've had like three drinks of sprite and fodka, and i'm already gone. i think i had a lot more vodka thatn i usually have at once, so i guess taht's why. what sucks a hell of a lot is the fact that i think i have to be up at eight in the morning to take aaron home so he fcan to go school in the morning. goddammit. i really don'nt want to have to get up taht early. YAY! ELSBE SAID SHE'S TAKE HIM HOME IN THE MORNING!!!! WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!@3345 ... i'm so fucking tired right now. though iomn feeling wuite3 nice. and i'm sure i've ... um... i do'nt know anyrmore. i lost that stence,. golf balls have dimples. heee. immna have to rrasnglate this in thr morning. because i already know this is quite misspelled and typowed and such. it's sad. but i don't wanna fix it. xangers llooks different and its weird. and anyone not on xanga is gonna get confused bu thet statement. wooo.or somerhing. brerd now! swleep!!
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+ why does distance make us wise +
Monday, Jan. 16, 2006 - 10:02 am
+ simple and clean fictionaldestiny: i just nearly asked why you're online, then realized it's mlk day.
fictionaldestiny: so i just woke up from this dream where i was in, like, harry potter 4, and i was in the champion thing or something or other,
fictionaldestiny: then it flashed to some... thing... for a class,
mika the ninja: lmao
mika the ninja: hahahha
fictionaldestiny: and... i totally kissed hermione o_O;;
mika the ninja: OMG
fictionaldestiny: then we were at my house?
mika the ninja: EMMA WATSON IS LIEK 15
mika the ninja: U PEDOPHILE
fictionaldestiny: yeah i know!
mika the ninja: lmao
fictionaldestiny: i was harry though i think..
mika the ninja: that makes even *me* a pedophile
fictionaldestiny: i dunno.
mika the ninja: ...for wanting daniel radcliffe *weepu*
fictionaldestiny: wait wait.
mika the ninja: hay landa i'm turning 17 next month.
fictionaldestiny: we were at my house then, 'cause when i kissed her we were in elsbe's room... but it was still my room?
mika the ninja: things are strange like that
fictionaldestiny: but everything had a blue hue to it,
fictionaldestiny: and i walked out of that room and dad was feeding scooter and he was all "i heard smacking" and i'm like "no, my mouth was totally closed the whole time..",
fictionaldestiny: i got a drink and went back in with her, and we were at some grocery store?
fictionaldestiny: i sat down by her and asked her if it had felt like an hour to her too, and she said yeah, and that i should go ask parvati how long it was o_O
fictionaldestiny: so i went and asked around, then came back and said "yeah, it was like a minute and a half. heh." and we had to shut up for class or something... and i asked her what she was doing that night, and she said "i dunno, i think i should go see my girlfriend for a while..."
fictionaldestiny: and i was all O__O;;
mika the ninja: HAHAHHAHAH youre crazy
fictionaldestiny: then i looked around (because, yanno, my room turns into a grocery store/classroom), and i saw makings for pad thai,
fictionaldestiny: so i said "i'm so totally making you dinner."
fictionaldestiny: she's like "that's cute ::giggle:: you think you can cook!"
fictionaldestiny: and then there was the playfight as to whether or not i can cook, and then i remembered 'kissing them make them stop fighting with you'.
fictionaldestiny: class/whatever disappeared, and then i woke up.
fictionaldestiny: i'd moved like a foot down my bed o_o
Sunday, Jan. 15, 2006 - 10:50 pm
+ nobody wants to be lonely i'm kinda lonely right now. it's not really an "i need a girlfriend" lonely, more a "i want someone to snuggle with right now" kinda lonely. and it's not really taking over me the way that it used to or anything, more a pang of "why aren't you with someone right now?"
Sunday, Jan. 15, 2006 - 2:55 pm
+ five hundered twenty five thousand six hundered minutes
Birth date: july 16th, 1986
Birth place: kansas city, missouri
Current Location: kansas city, kansas
Eye Color: green ^^
Hair Color: red again, finally
Righty or Lefty: rightness, mostly
Zodiac Sign: cancer
What Shoes Did You Wear Today: none yet... thinking it'll be my black astro turf sandals again.
Your fears: not making it back into school, not having a job, the dark, spiders, severe storms, falling...
Your perfect pizza: the works from papa john's, i guess. i'm tired of pizza right now though.
Goal you'd like to achieve: getting a job and not only buying a car, but getting back into college -hopefuly at umkc
Your thoughts first waking up: gah... dammit, why am i awake?
Your best physical feature: eyes, by far.
Your bedtime: sometime between 1 and 7 in the morning.
Your most missed memory: mom
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonald's ice cream cones, burger king onion rings
Single or group dates: single, i guess. have only ever been on one.
Adidas or Nike: from past experience, nike.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: neither, hatred for tea
Chocolate or vanilla: twist? vanilla from mcdonald's.
Cuss: like a motherfucker.
Single: yes, though i'm hoping that'll change soon.
Take a shower: bi-daily, if not daily.
Have a crush(es): yes, a major one right now ^^;;
Think you've been in love: once unrequitted..
Like(d) high school/college: i liked high school my junior and senior years... and college at a community college is a mere extension of high school. college started off on the wrong foot, and thus had sucked... but i will go back when i can.
Want to get married: maybe someday... if it's legal.
Believe in yourself: ish.
Get motion sickness: i haven't thus far, though i've only been in cars. only been on train once, and that was in chicago.
Think you're a health freak: i'm fat. what do you think?
Get along with your parents: unless he's bitching at me, yes i get along with dad.
Like thunderstorms: depends on the severity.
Play an instrument: my voice? a little bit of self-taught piano though not much at all, and i can plunk a few things out on a guitar.
Gone on a date: no... but i want to.
Gone to the mall: will be there in about an hour!
Been on stage: no, i miss it =(
Eaten Sushi: not for months.
Been dumped: haven't ahd anyone to dump me...
Gone skating: i tried ice skating for about five minutes. it was horrible.
Gone skinny dipping: nevar.
Dyed your hair: yes! it's my pretty red again ^^
Stolen anything: i don't believe so..
Gotten beaten up: elementary school. yes.
Changed who you were to fit in: thought about it a few times, but no.
Number of Children: to be honest i'd prefer none, as all of the ones i've known have been little bastards... but maybe an adoptee would be kinder?
Describe your dream wedding: i've never dreamt of one.
How do you want to die: peacefully in my sleep, unlike the screaming passengers in my car.
What do you want to be when you grow up: singer in a rock band... or a creative writing teacher at a community college.
What country would you most like to visit: england. i've heard great things from friends who have gone
Best hair color: i seem to have a preference for darker colours, though not consciously.
Short or Long: enough to run my fingers through.
Height: somewhere near mine, i suppose.
Best first date location: someplace like powerplay. it's my belief that a setting such as that brings out the best and worst in a person -competitiveness, childishness (good sense), courtieousness, etc.
Articles of clothing: jeans and a t-shirt, or something similar.
Best first kiss location: whenever and wherever it feels right.
Number of CD's I own: too many to count, moreso on my zen touch.
Number of piercings: none. used to have pierced ears.
Number of tattoos: none, yet.
Number of times been on T.V.: i was a screaming child in the background of a news interview when i was little.
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: no clue. quite a few for argentine honor roll, dunno other than that.
Number of scars on my body: more than the last time i looked. i have some ugly ones on my right knee now...
Saturday, Jan. 14, 2006 - 1:35 am
+ new wave lullaby oh look, i'm drhnkn. hehehehehe!!
