Monday, Jan. 23, 2006 - 9:14 pm
+ might need you to hold me tonight
Open up the music player on your computer.

Set it to play your entire music collection.

Hit the “shuffle” button.

Tell us the title of the next 20 songs that show up (with their musicians), no matter how embarrassing.

That’s right, no skipping that Carpenters tune that will totally destroy your hip credibility. It’s time for total musical honesty. Write it up in your blog or journal and link back to at least a couple of the other sites where you saw this.

If you get the same artist twice, you may skip the second (or third, etc.) occurances. You don’t have to, but since randomness could mean you end up with a list of 20 song with 10 artists, you can if you’d like.

1. third engine // saves the day.
2. nas ne dogoniat // tatu
3. circles // incubus
4. american idiot // green day
5. i could not ask for more // edwin mccain
6. i love rock and roll // britney spears
7. two beds and a coffee machine // savage garden
8. goodbye lullabye (acoustic) // gone 'til november
9. never let you go // third eye blind
10. these words // natasha bedingfield
11. screaming infidelities // dashboard confessional
12. am radio // everclear
13. highest mountain // dj sammy
14. lifestyles of the rich and the famous // good charlotte
15. where is your heart // kelly clarkson
16. yesterday and today // do as infinity
17. don't bother // shakira
18. you'll think of me // keith urban
19. whisper // evanescence
20. the last song // the all-american rejects

..wow. i so totally didn't plan the all-american rejects thing. that's just friggin awesome, right there.

cd exchange with whoever fills this out themselves!

anyway...

didn't get to go to jo's today. she got home later than she thought, and didn't really get to sleep last night. though there was a fun conversation for about an hour or so on the phone. there's always other days, since neither of us are currently in school... shouldn't be too much of an issue. wo0tness, hehe.

..i really like this girl. heh. ::goofy grin:: and we have pets for each other on our myspace accounts. i'm a kitty!

i made green bean casserole! and it's effing good! hehehe! i can make one of my favourite foods!

i suck at writing tonight. yey.

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Monday, Jan. 23, 2006 - 12:48 am
+ what i think, what i like

I've bolded the ones that are true and add three. You do it too.

1. I love cats.
2. I hate fashion and the idea of trying to keep up with what's in style.
3. I have had fun on trampolines.
4. I have done important things and not written about them in my livejournal.  -i always generally write about them *somewhere* online... varies where.
5. I love a good cigarette after a meal.
6. I think Tom Cruise has pretty much gone insane.
7. I lick the blood off if I have a cut.
8. I wish I was a teenager instead of a child in the 80s.
9. I think a lot about the fact that I could very well die alone.
10. I've done drugs because I felt obligated.
11. I think Stevie Nicks is highly overrated.
12. I hate being told to shut up.
13. I'm covered in freckles.
14. I love chocolate, but I feel dirty when I eat it.
15. I desperately want to be independent, but don't even know how to go about starting to do so.
16. I feel like very few people ever live their dreams.
17. I can't stand summer without air conditioning.
18. Sometimes I really just want to be held. -so very true...
19. There is no alcohol that I enjoy the taste of.
20. I don't own an ipod. -no, i own a creative zen touch, different.
21. I don't own any video-game system, and never have.
22. I don't know how to tie my shoes.
23. I can't snap my fingers.
24. Sometimes I think human bodies are really disgusting.
25. There are some celebrities for whom I'd consider killing someone if it meant I could kiss them.
26. I think Angelina Jolie is one of the most obnoxious and overrated actresses in existence.
27. I can't dance. -terminally white, heh. nice way of putting it.
28. I wish I knew HTML. -i know it, at least a bit xD
29. Most of my friends often really get on my nerves.
30. I am going to sleep now.
31. I have painted my fingernails black with a marker before.
32. I am a sucker for a girl who can sing.
33. I wish I didn't have to sleep alone sometimes.

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Monday, Jan. 23, 2006 - 12:25 am
+ and i owe it all to you

i heart julie. and i made my fingernails black with a permanent marker... and they look cool.


i had a great night. funness abound.


..though i find that others didn't have such a good night... and i hope that everything turns out alright with everything and everyone tomorrow, because the one side that i did find out about makes it seem as though it might not.


at this point, i'm not sure when i need to be up tomorrow... so i'm gonna go ahead and go to bed for the night here pretty soon. g'night!


p.s. ::happy dance:: i'm goin' to jo's for the first inu movie, chicken, and cherry coke ^^!

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Sunday, Jan. 22, 2006 - 12:29 pm
+ nothing's like before
this is what we like to call a "quickie"... because i realized i hadn't updated since the car fiasco.

dad came, messed with the truck and cussed it the hell out for quite some time, and it runs.
..he had to break another piece of it off to get it into running order, and it takes a hell of a lot more effort to start it now than it did before, but it works, and that's enough for me...
..though elsbe's car is "normal" again.
....give it a few days...wait for it......
i want a music box with the song on my xanga in it, it's purdy in midi format (simple and clean from kingdom hearts, on my xanga).
i got a free coffee maker in the mail.
elsbe got tired and forgot her car here last night.
..ponder that one...
...
i'm gonna go bring it to her so she can bring me back here now.

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Friday, Jan. 20, 2006 - 11:00 am
+ how's it gonna be
::looks down at the ground, watches the shadow of elsbe's anvil get bigger and bigger, rendered motionless somehow, and waits for it to fall on all of us::

...

i wish i could help julie. i heard about last night vicariously through elsbe this morning on the way here (to umkc). le roar.

i put the truck in park, and now it won't start or change gears anymore.
elsbe's car is at midas.
julie works today.
her mom is likely to be upset about probably having to give her rides 'till her car is out again.
i have to sit here and wait for dad to be able to get away from work, which could be any time between now and five o'clock tonight.
i'm cold and hungry.
i'm not going to have a truck for a matter of months after we finally get it home.
i'm not going to have a job for a matter of months because i have no transportation.
i probably won't be able to meet jo any time soon because of the truck.
i'm going to be a hosstage at my house until i am again mobile.
just this morning, i had resolved to go to labor ready once i got elsbe to work today.
my throat hurts a little now.
i don't want to be awake.

julie's here. yey.

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+ why does distance make us wise +

last five
but here i am again, with nothing left inside - Thursday, May. 18, 2006
goodbye love, goodbye love - Wednesday, May. 17, 2006
love is a battlefield - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006
get in my car - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006
they rest - Monday, May. 15, 2006

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listening to
+ seasons of love // rent
+ take me away (into the night) // 4 strings
+ these words (i love you, i love you) // natasha bedingfield
+ does the dj know // gone 'til november
+ thin thread // elyzium
+ the boys of summer // dj sammy
+ mr. brightside // the killers
+ to save yourself // 4th 'til morning
+ you'll think of me // keith urban
+ california // gone 'til november
+ illegal // shakira
+ on my way down // ryan cabrera
+ diving // 4 strings
+ heaven // dj sammy
+ dream a dream // captain jack
+ tango: maureen // rent
+ goodbye lullabye // gone 'til november
+ swing life away // rise against
+ lost my head // elyzium
+ semi charmed life // third eye blind
+ don't bother // shakira
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girl
+ landa; nineteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college sophomore; creative writing major; taking a break from school.

loves
+ elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

hates
+ boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.