Saturday, Feb. 11, 2006 - 4:11 am
+ 525,600 minutes
i love rent. thus, my new layout shall have it included.

yes, because kristen is god and works at blockbuster, she got to rent it early and i finally got to see it... and shall be seeing it at least one more time tomorrow. and that makes me happy inside.

rent is now my favourite movie, tied with empire records.

..i'm staying awake until 8. or at least, i'm staying out of my bedroom until 8... the movie wasn't over 'till an hour ago, and i know that i probably would be just now falling asleep in there, then when aaron's alarm goes off before 8 i'd wake up and want to kill, as i wouldn't be able to fall asleep again.

i believe i'll take a nap on the floor... carry on. more later.

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Thursday, Feb. 09, 2006 - 11:35 pm
+ ready for the good times
there's a LOT to say right now...

..but until tomorrow morning when i'll have a lot of time to say it, i'd just like to say one thing:

i hate people.

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Tuesday, Feb. 07, 2006 - 12:09 am
+ save me from the dark
hey sweetie. i saw your blog and didn't know whether or not i should comment here or there... so i figured an email might be better for some reason or another.

i like you as you are, and i do indeed see you... and i'm not sure what it means to you at this point (no offense intended at all), but i'll reach out for you if you'll reach back for me. if you need to vent or something... anything... just let me know. it's what i'm here for, yanno? if not for that, then what else? hopefully, i'll be able to go to you sometime after friday... if you need anything, let me know, alright? i'm full service, when it's possible.

you're beautiful, and i like you just the way you are -in general, even with your quirks and everything.

hopefully i'll talk to you tomorrow. for now, i need to get my frozen self some sleep. hope you rest well, and call whenever you want -even if i'm not online- because i should be home for the majority of the day.

heartfarts,
landa

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Sunday, Feb. 05, 2006 - 3:28 am
+ seasons of love
zomg i'm a cat geek!!

azumanga daioh, episode twenty four. yamamaya. reminded me soooo much of sango when she was a baby. and sakaki with maya and getting to keep him and and and and...

eeee!

i cried. i'm a loser/dork/geek.

but it as soooo prescious!!

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Sunday, Feb. 05, 2006 - 3:05 am
+ lu lalu la
so i didn't really get to go to bed... i drank my vodka, then dad got home shortly after from getting some groceries, so i had to help him carry stuff in. of course, he starts bugging me about stuff...

..so i got five bucks to go to the store and get some breakfast stuff that he didn't get.

for some reason or another, i just had a really bad night tonight. thus, i took elsbe's car to hy-vee to get eggs and milk and stuff, and just kinda walk around. got some pretty good stuf ffor under five bucks... enough for breakfast for the three of us, and some pepperjack chips for me.

i suck at sentance structure when i feel crappy.

i really wanted to go to bed around ten or eleven... but it didn't get to happen. so i'm quite effing awake now... which sucks.

...

i forget why i started writing, aside from to say that i didn't actually get to go to sleep...

azumanga daioh makes me happy inside.

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+ why does distance make us wise +

last five
but here i am again, with nothing left inside - Thursday, May. 18, 2006
goodbye love, goodbye love - Wednesday, May. 17, 2006
love is a battlefield - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006
get in my car - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006
they rest - Monday, May. 15, 2006

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+ seasons of love // rent
+ take me away (into the night) // 4 strings
+ these words (i love you, i love you) // natasha bedingfield
+ does the dj know // gone 'til november
+ thin thread // elyzium
+ the boys of summer // dj sammy
+ mr. brightside // the killers
+ to save yourself // 4th 'til morning
+ you'll think of me // keith urban
+ california // gone 'til november
+ illegal // shakira
+ on my way down // ryan cabrera
+ diving // 4 strings
+ heaven // dj sammy
+ dream a dream // captain jack
+ tango: maureen // rent
+ goodbye lullabye // gone 'til november
+ swing life away // rise against
+ lost my head // elyzium
+ semi charmed life // third eye blind
+ don't bother // shakira
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girl
+ landa; nineteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college sophomore; creative writing major; taking a break from school.

loves
+ elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

hates
+ boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.