Wednesday, Mar. 08, 2006 - 4:38 am
+ the mind turns
i suddenly make a lot more sense to myself. and i mean that.


You're Roger! You have a lot of Emotional bagage

that you won't let go. Moody and Impusive you

can lash out in fear and Regret your actions

later. when faced with problems you run away

in hopes it will go away. other than that

you are very close to your friends, you're

warm to them but distant to everyone else.


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Tuesday, Mar. 07, 2006 - 6:59 am
+ spare me
seven in the morning, and i'm just now off to bed.

i'm not sure if i should be proud of myself, or if i should beat myself over the head for taking the nap that i had last night which ended up throwing me off like this.

either way, layout's done, and i was engaged in conversation again until about five thirty this morning. dad got up, walked out of his bedroom, saw me, proceeded to look confused, and ask me why i haven't slept.

i guess i'm just a freak or something ::shrug::.

oh well. good morning to you all, i'm off for a nap.

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Tuesday, Mar. 07, 2006 - 2:38 am
+ it's a living
this is the sexiest, best phone i've ever actually physically seen.

..the fact that i haven't actually seen or touched a razr probably has a lot to do with that, but i don't own one, so it doesn't matter.

and within ten hours... i found a way to mark it as my own, as i always end up doig within the first twenty four hours.

growl.

i was at the truck looking in to see if i left my zen in there (which i would never do due to the break in, but still), and it fell out of the pocket of my hoodie while i was looking. there's a chip on it already. not huge, nor major, but a ding that's enough to annoy the hell out of me since this is brand new, and the best technology i've had aside from a computer in a long while... and it's mine, and it's brand new, and i paid for it myself.

this is why i can't have nice things.

oh well, it's still sexy and works just as well. it's my new baby, and it even beats out my motorola in terms of having a good camera too.

::goes off to play with pictures and things::

p.s. i'm working on a layout that involves handcuffs. yey!

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Monday, Mar. 06, 2006 - 5:32 am
+ so long, farewell
i just had the greatest four and a half hours of conversation i've had in quite some time. and it's been very, very nice.

i've made a new friend who stays up as late as i do, which is awesome. she's just... cool. similar in a few ways, and she listened to me ramble on about my kiddy cat upon my finding a picture of her.

as it is, it's five thirty in the morning. i'm not sure when it is that elsbe will be calling me, but as far as i know she will indeed be doing so... so i should get in a nap to get me by until she goes to work.

good morning, i suppose.

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Monday, Mar. 06, 2006 - 1:12 am
+ i should tell you
because of my last entry, one of my best friends accuses me of stupid queer conspiracy bullshit.

i'm not sure how i feel about that. i know i'll get over it... but i believe that's the largest insult i've received from anyone in a while, let alone a friend.

sigh.

i think i'll go to choke on my popcorn and watch mona lisa smile, as that's what i was previously doing. i need to think, and not just about this.

goodnight.

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+ why does distance make us wise +

last five
but here i am again, with nothing left inside - Thursday, May. 18, 2006
goodbye love, goodbye love - Wednesday, May. 17, 2006
love is a battlefield - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006
get in my car - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006
they rest - Monday, May. 15, 2006

friends
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frozen-vodka
idiot-milk
taydo
liquid-mojo
kitchenwitch
my-will
rumblelizard
camera-girl
vlastir

listening to
+ seasons of love // rent
+ take me away (into the night) // 4 strings
+ these words (i love you, i love you) // natasha bedingfield
+ does the dj know // gone 'til november
+ thin thread // elyzium
+ the boys of summer // dj sammy
+ mr. brightside // the killers
+ to save yourself // 4th 'til morning
+ you'll think of me // keith urban
+ california // gone 'til november
+ illegal // shakira
+ on my way down // ryan cabrera
+ diving // 4 strings
+ heaven // dj sammy
+ dream a dream // captain jack
+ tango: maureen // rent
+ goodbye lullabye // gone 'til november
+ swing life away // rise against
+ lost my head // elyzium
+ semi charmed life // third eye blind
+ don't bother // shakira
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girl
+ landa; nineteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college sophomore; creative writing major; taking a break from school.

loves
+ elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

hates
+ boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.